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Song title
"close"
Original Upload Date
October 2, 2012
Singer
Kagamine Len
Producer(s)
Hidarigawa Slash (lyrics, music) Runoka (illustration)
Views
6,300+
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (reprint)
Description "Teacher, I'm so tired now."

Lyrics

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The following translation was made by ElectricRaichu, and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on his user page.

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Japanese	Romaji	English
ポツポツ落ちてきた雨粒が	potsupotsu ochite kita amatsubu ga	Drops of falling rain
僕の服黒い●で模様つけた	boku no fuku kuroi maru de moyō tsuketa	painted black spots on my clothes.
ヒタヒタ染みてきたグラグラが	hitahita shimite kita guragura ga	The advancing giddiness permeating me
僕の中満たして侵食した	boku no naka mitashite shinshoku shita	filled me up inside and eroded me away.
思われてるほどに	omowarete'ru hodo ni	I'm not really as strong
強いわけないのに	tsuyoi wake nai no ni	as they think I am,
周りはまた	mawari wa mata	yet around me they're again
僕を押し殺す	boku o oshikorosu	squeezing the life out of me.
どうせならもう	dōsenara mō	Enough already,
放っておいてよ	hanatte oite yo	leave me alone.
期待なんてしないでよ	kitai nante shinaide yo	Stop expecting things of me.
小さくて	chiisakute	It's too small
見えなくて　でも	mienakute demo	to be seen, but
じわじわと　痛む傷が	jiwajiwa to itamu kizu ga	the wound whose pain slowly spreads,
だーれにも気づかれないまま	dāre ni mo kizukarenai mama	without anyone noticing,
ジワジワと僕を蝕む	jiwajiwa to boku o mushibamu	gradually eats away inside me.
近くに居たはずの人でさえ	chikaku ni ita hazu no hito de sae	Even the one I thought would be close
僕以上の僕を期待していて	boku ijō no boku o kitai shite ite	expects more from me than I can do,
そんなの無理だと言いたいのに	sonna no muri da to iitai no ni	and although I want to say I can't do it,
言えない弱虫がひとりきり	ienai yowamushi ga hitorikiri	the weakling who can't say it ends up alone.
「あなたなら出来て、	"anata nara dekite,	"You can do it,
当然でしょ？」なんて	tōzen desho?" nante	of course you can, can't you?"
言わんばかりの	iwan bakari no	When all I hear is
“当たり前さ”でもう	"atarimae sa" de mō	"It's nothing much,"
潰れそうです。	tsuburesō desu.	it's like I'm about to be crushed.
消えちゃいそうです。	keichaisō desu.	It's like I'm going to disappear.
聞いてよ	kiite yo	Listen to me.
苦しいよ	kurushii yo	It hurts.
小さくて	chiisakute	It's too faint
キコエナイ　よね。	kikoenai yo ne.	to be heard, isn't it.
タスケテは届かないの	tasukete wa todokanai no	My cry for help doesn't get to anyone.
だーれにも気づかれないまま	dāre ni mo kizukarenai mama	Without anyone noticing
チクタクと針は進んだ	chikutaku to hari wa susunda	the clock ticked on.
愛されたくて寂しいこの気持ち	aisaretakute sabishii kono kimochi	This lonely feeling of wanting to be loved,
相反する拒絶したい気持ち	aihan suru kyozetsu shitai kimochi	the contrary feeling of wanting to reject,
放っておいて欲しいのに	hanatte oite hoshii no ni	although I want to be left alone,
気づいて欲しいなんて	kizuite hoshii nante	I feel like
思ってる	omotte'ru	I want you to notice me.
小さくて	chiisakute	It's too small
見えなくて　でも	mienakute demo	to be seen, but
じわじわと　痛む傷が	jiwajiwa to itamu kizu ga	the wound whose pain slowly spreads,
だーれにも気づかれないまま	dāre ni mo kizukarenai mama	without anyone noticing,
ジワジワと僕を蝕む	jiwajiwa to boku o mushibamu	gradually eats away inside me.
苦しくて	kurushikute	It's too painful
言えなくて　でも	ienakute demo	to say it, but
カクジツに　痛む胸が	kakujitsu ni itamu mune ga	my heart that is definitely hurting,
だーれにも気づかれないまま	dāre ni mo kizukarenai mama	without anyone noticing,
カタカタと崩れていくの	katakata to kuzurete iku no	clatters as it falls apart.

English translation by ElectricRaichu

External Links

• Hatsune Miku Wiki
• Len's Lyrics - Romaji and translation source
• piapro - Lyrics
• VocaDB